Back in the days, i had a huge fear of transexuals. I know i know...it was being estuped. But some people just are. I always had a fear, i dont know what it was, it wasn't intentional it was just fckn there. i was like "what is you doing?" "can u like hide yo penis in a bikini?" i was tons of ignorant. Until i took this one class about gays and life or wat not. Then this woman was coming to speak about her change from a man to a woman. I was having a Fucking Panic Attack! no fckn joke! my palms were sweaty! my heart was rippin through my chest. it was like "give this fcker an oscar for his performance!"
after a while, she came in, and let me start by saying that some people completely know how to pull it off without knowing that they are a girl or not...but with her, you could kind of tell she was born a boy. Well anyway, after a while my fear began going away. I dont wanna sound like a complete douche lord but i had an epiphany and i was like "oh shit! they are just human beings" but u know it takes a while for someone to understand wat they didnt know.
and jst recently i had a BBQ nd one of my dads friends nieces is a trans. But now i have no problem with it whatsoever. Its no big deal to me know. Like who cares, people around me were a little ignorant nd laughin about it or making comments. But i didnt pay attention to it. WHO CARES!
Now some people might start saying "ARE YOU THINKIN ABOUT TRANSFORMING?" NO FUCKER! im jst tryin to explain my enlightenment! im saying that i go around claiming that i try my best, cuz we all do it to some extent, no judge anyone without really knowin them! nd gettin ovr my fear of transexuals was my last step to that.
Nd now i have some pretty good friends who are in that process. Nd i couldn't be more proud nd kind of admirable towards them! They have the biggest balls to go AGAINST SOCIETY and the typical norm. To go through all that trouble of losing friends and family to be happy with themselves! They couldn't have my biggest support. Nd now i have no problem with it. IF it wasn't for that class idk wat the hell i would have done. i would have still been an IGNORANT MECSEECAN! lol
REMEMBER LIVE LAUGH AND LOVE YOURSELF!
jaime
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